Sitting at the aiirport on New Years Eve... I basically think Im the only person who enjoys airports even on holidays... Oh dear lord!! Listening to the same song over and over agaiin J It will rain –Bruno just so you know to me its the sexiest song this week :b

Anywho sitting here just makes me think April 2011.... same airport same flight heck many things the same except one thing... --Which got me thinking on my New Years Resolutions for this year, ammm I've been stuck for a couple of days now... I've asked my friends and family here and there... and somehow I am still stuck... So while I wait for my plane to board I definetly think it’s time to write them down... Why is it so hard to think of them this year ??? am I a grinch? is this third floor situation affecting me?

Well for starters this year I do not have any red underwear on, as tradition states, seriously I couldn’t find one that I liked so my something red toniight is my bloody red lipstick... which uuu I adorre! Super uuu!!!

Well back to my resolutions I think I need to stick to only 10 because if I start with a 100 I seriously honestly doubt I will do even 1... So here it goes...

1. Be healthier & active

• Run every morning
• Yoga // dance
• Eat less junk food

1. Be proactive

• On your personal plans & business ideas whatever just MOVE YOUR FOKING ASS

1. Read more

• Public affairs & work related matters
• Guilty pleasures J

1. Save $$$

• Remember Buenos Aires is waiiting

1. Be spontaneous

• Surprise Yourself

1. Smile More

• This year you had two big personal losses in the family, and after so many tears I can’t believe you still have some left to cry. You want to smile more even if you get some wrinkles, You’d rather have happy wrinkles than sad ones. And if you cry, let it be from laughing too hard. 

1. Be more spiritual & Humble

• Be greatful for everything you have and possess, not everyone is as blessed of being healthy, having a job, loving friends, and family.

1. Be more humanitarian

• Remember there are others out there that might need a hand or two, not all the world revolves around you!!

1. Accept myself for who I am... and not for what I think it’s acceptable for others.
2. Always always and overall be yourself .... for this past year you changed and touched a lot of people’s life just by being yourself and focked up your own when you got lost wanting to be like the rest....

Wohoo Im pretty happy with my resolutions I dont think they are so obnoxious or out of this world so yes I hope I keep all 10 of them!!!

I received some advice the other day...

 My good friend Peter Parker, jajaja I swear he looks just like him... anywho he told me to change the course of my life... he understood the position I am currently in, and said try diferent things, do diferent activities... and I thought Excellent... but now I wonder, how do I do that?

Ive lived in so many places I consider myself fortunate, however I actually dont belong anywhere, you know?

Ive entered every dance class, and I still can't dance, I have a unique step that conquers and kills all...

Ive played various board games, taken art classes, music lessons...  mmm what is there to do ? write a book? I have no idea what can be new... all my friends come from very diverse backgrounds, and they all have a life...and here I am writing on a blog while I send my resumee online...

Oh boy!!! anywho agh Im confused... I know I think I need to learn another language , take other dance lessons or cooking or mmm yes definetly alot out there to learn and experiience mmm online stuff also seems quite interestiing... well well well who knew writing could help me see a clearer broader map...